Christmas fair.. Check
Christmas cookies.. Check
Christmas carols.. Check
Xmas Tree.. Check
Gift wrap.. Check
Mulled wine.. Check
Santa’s Grotto.. Check
Secret Santa.. Check
Christmas baking.. Check
Friends & Festivities.. Check
Gifts opening.. Check
Party! Joy!! Fun!!!.. Check
And now Christmas is almost over in my time zone and the countdown for new year begins
At a time when everyone is overdosing on everything Christmassy, excitement over 2017, I am starting to feel very very fatigued by this whole joy and Cheer part of Holiday Season.
No, I am not depressed or suffer from lethargy in general, I am just not into anything fun at all at this point. I am tired. My cheeks hurt. My legs ache and my ears yearn for some white noise.
It’s may be my introvert inside rebelling against my extrovert exterior or it may be feels kind of like eating too much of that chocolate cake you love and then feeling bloated and uncomfortable after it. Too much of a good thing you know.
My body and mind is craving some quiet time. I want to sit alone, watching the world from my window. I want to quietly read a book. I don’t even want my little one around for like few hours ( there, I said it!)
I want zero festivity & massive piece of peace.